Everlasting evanescent.

A Handful of  sweet bitterness from the visit of the most beloved! Family.

I went to the airport on 25^th of May, took my backpack and a lot of courage not to get lost in terribly sophisticated transportation system of Amsterdam.

I prepared myself not to drown in the tears /it’ s very well known fact that being emotional has gone out of fashion/

They arrived safe and looked as good as always, smiles on their faces, a bit of confusion and millions of hugs.

How can I briefly describe these past few days which let me to natural downcast after the plane took its way back to Latvia?

Sunburn, sitting along the channels, lights, museums, long walks, talks, hugs, vine, mattress.

We smoked weed and crashed McDonalds.

We are family and I couldn’ t ask for more.

28^th of May/ late afternoon/ Oud- Zuid train station/ window/ tears ... no one is trendy forever... / goodbye and have a safe trip home!

A Handful of solitude and enormous willing to take the first flight home. But I haven’t finished here, not yet.  

Agnes.

Crazy for honesty

Fantastic, inspirational, pure music…

This week I got blessed by two amazing concerts.

The first one is ‘Laura Polence Project’. I had a chance listen them just nearby my house, Leidsplein – Café Cox. When someone plays from heart it goes through heart. 

Despite to the awfully terrible weather; I took my bike and cycle to Dwaze Zaken… Happiness, pureness, touchingness. 

Humming people – Norway. 

After the concert I went home through the Vondelpark and couldn’t keep tears falling. There is so much beauty, but we struggle and fall.

There are so many opportunities but we see only failures.

Don’t try to make yourself loveable…you already are. being human. making mistakes and living through.

Don’t have hard feelings, not a bit, not at all.

Goodnight.

Agnes’

Crazy love for life

and we are all the same… being close to ‘drop out’ time after time.

being crazy for a single hug time after time...

we need our silent island for being ourselves.

and we need someone to crash it with champagne and laughs, beer and silly movies, vine and long conversations about love.

let’s us stay together. young, naïve and ambitious.  

agnes.

miscalculated.

I am on the move, my dear. 

To take a risk and see more. 

There is no space like : Baltic.

Play. 

There is nothing as friendship! 

When you say hop I am pointing at you and laughing. It's over. We don't say jump we say - keep flying.